survey

i'm bored sooooo i decided to go survey searching, here's the first one

a n g e r section
do you have a quick temper?: nope
what do you do when you're mad?: bottle it, usually goes away in a few minutes
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: hmmm, i can't think of anything horrible
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: (see above)
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: probably
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: never
do you curse when you're mad?: ha! of course. i'm from jersey, it's in my blood

c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: uhhhh, like 2 weeks ago maybe?
ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes, many many times
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: ummm, not actually i don't think i have
ever cried over the opposite sex?: what girl hasn't
do you cry when you get an injury?: no, i ALMOST did last time i sprained my ankle but i used all my energy to hold it back. i felt like someone had ripped my foot off the rest of my body.
do certain songs make you cry? they can but i have to be in a certain mood
can you make yourself cry?: yup

p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: the death of a close friend
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: TO myself? ummm, never really done anything like that. almost did quite a few times but never went through with it
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: uhhh, i guess broken their heart without giving a reason?
ever had a painful break up?: yes
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: i dunno, what about it?
how depressed can you get?: not as bad as i could get a while ago, i stopped letting things bother me so much
do you inflict pain on yourself?: well technically yes if you count dancing en pointe

h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: very much so
what can make you happy?: umm, i guess just knowing that people care
do you wish you were happier?: yea
what makes you the happiest?: when i'm loved
is being happy overrated?: sometimes
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: of course!
can music make you happy?: certain songs

l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: umm, onceish?
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: i love all my friends that way
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: haha-nope
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yes
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no

h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: umm, no one really
ever made a hit list?: maybe when i was like 6
have you ever been on a hit list?: probably
are you a mean bully?: ha-no
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: no
do you hate George Bush?: nah, i don't hate anyone, he's just not very good at his job
George Bush is so overrated...: how can someone be overrated who isn't well liked...?

s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: not extrememly
do you believe in yourself?: apparently i'm having some trouble right now
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: of course
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: not dumb, not so much ugly, but fat yes
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: many years ago yes
are you happy with who you are?: very much so
do you wish you can be someone else?: nope!