m'amier pour qui je suis: December 2005

Thursday, December 22, 2005

more surveys

x.Do you love life: yes i do
x.Do you love people in general: usually
x.Are you always ticked off: nope
x.Do you love your parents: of course
x.Do you seperate yourself from everyone else: only when i need to cry
x.Do you yell alot: ha-no
x.Do you cry too much: ehh, depends on
x.Do you always seem prepared: maybe to other people
x.Are you always happy: not always but usually
x.Do you sing in the shower: hmmm, no but that's a good idea
x.Do you like to curl up in a cornor of your room and hide: no
x.Do you like to always be outside: kinda
x.Do you hate being around your family: nah, they're all cool
x.Do you hate school: no, i love it
x.Do you hate being at a party: depends on the type of party
x.Do you love to go out with a group of friends: very much so
x.Do you judge people by "labels": maybe a tiny bit but who doesn't, i just don't act on them
x.Are you always sad because you're not in a certain "clique": no
x.Did school ruin your life: this sounds so high school...
x.Did someone at school ruin your life: lol-no
x.Do you love school: yes
x.What kind of person are you in general: ummm, fun?
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[my name is]: maggie
[in the morning i am]: still maggie, just in the tired form
[love is]: a many splendored thing, love lifts you up where you belong, all you need is love!
[i dream about]: another place and time

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: smile
[last person u slow danced with]: uhhh... must at my senior prom sooo.....

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: ::shrugs:: who knows anymore...
[is easiest to talk to]: uhhh, i guess lately that would be karim

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: no
[been in love]: yes

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: my bevereverly
[hugged]: my mom
[you instant messaged]: justine
[you laughed with]: mommy

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: hahaha-funny... that's funny. live without a computer...
[what's your favorite food?]: cheeeeeeeese
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: tie between mangos and clementines i guess
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional, definitely emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: oh wow, way to sum me up in 5 words

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: ummm, like i said before 1 ish
[of hearts i have broken?]: 1 maybe 2, not sure about the other
[of boys i have kissed?] : 4
[of girls i have kissed?] : nada
[of drugs taken illegally?] : nada
[of tight friends?] : a bunch? there's no fine line
[of cd's that i own?] : about 100
[of scars on my body?] : 3?
[of things in my past that i regret?] : 1

O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: very little
[i wish]: life was less confusing
[i hate]: being worried
[i miss]: being 3 and not having a care in the world
[i fear]: losing a friend
[i hear]: voices
[i love]: life
[i care]: about people
[i will always]: be here for you
[i dance]: allllll the time
[i cry]: when the occasion calls for it, and alone
[i write]: shitty
[i confuse]: no i dont, i get confused
[i can usually be found]: online
[i need]: a hug? when do i not!

[wuss]: ehhh, sometimes
[druggie]: never
[gang member]: hmmm, never tried
[daydreamer]: oh yea, that's a biggie
[alcoholic]: haha-nope!
[freak]: oh yea
[brat]: try not to be
[sarcastic]: very often
[goody-goody]: kinda yea...
[angel]: nah...
[devil]: well no not that either
[friend]: hope so
[shy]: not usually
[talkative]: very often
[adventurous]: only when i'm forced to be
[intelligent]: i try to be

-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)
[wish you saw more often]: people from home
[most sarcastic]: uhhhh.... i dunno, no one is overly sarcastic
[knows you best]: hmmm, that's tough... some people know different aspects of me
[most entertaining]: all entertaining, or i wouldn't be friends with them
[love to be around]: all of them
[nicest]: they're all nice
[gives the best advice]: i dunno, i get good advice on different subjects from different people
[you are with most often]: my computer! (wow, i've become mildly antisocial, i guess that would be justine partly cause of classes)
-(yes i know none of those are very specific but it's all true, can't put my finger on one person for any of those questions)

-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: oh great, uhhh my crazy fun (that i just realized i never unleash in the burgh... why is that?)
[annoying thing you do]: biting my nails
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: not being straight forward and saying how i really felt
[describe your personality in one word]: weird?
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: hmmm, has to be hair, everyone always seems to want my hair...
[height]: 5'6"ish
[a smell that makes you smile]: vanilla... oh god
[a drink you order most often]: sprite? (alcoholic-sour apple pucker's)
[a delicious dessert]: pumpkin pie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[a book you highly recommend]: lovely bones! just reccomended it to justine. soooooo good.
[the music you prefer while alone]: musical soundtracks, i sing

[your favorite band]: don't really have one
[a film you could watch over and over]: god, moulin rouge, i've seen it at least 100 times (no exaggeration)
[you live in a(n)]: apartment (at school)/2 houses (in jersey)
[your transportation]: ishmael!!!
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: tiny little men to do work for me

survey

i'm bored sooooo i decided to go survey searching, here's the first one

a n g e r section
do you have a quick temper?: nope
what do you do when you're mad?: bottle it, usually goes away in a few minutes
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: hmmm, i can't think of anything horrible
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: (see above)
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: probably
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: never
do you curse when you're mad?: ha! of course. i'm from jersey, it's in my blood

c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: uhhhh, like 2 weeks ago maybe?
ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes, many many times
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: ummm, not actually i don't think i have
ever cried over the opposite sex?: what girl hasn't
do you cry when you get an injury?: no, i ALMOST did last time i sprained my ankle but i used all my energy to hold it back. i felt like someone had ripped my foot off the rest of my body.
do certain songs make you cry? they can but i have to be in a certain mood
can you make yourself cry?: yup

p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: the death of a close friend
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: TO myself? ummm, never really done anything like that. almost did quite a few times but never went through with it
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: uhhh, i guess broken their heart without giving a reason?
ever had a painful break up?: yes
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: i dunno, what about it?
how depressed can you get?: not as bad as i could get a while ago, i stopped letting things bother me so much
do you inflict pain on yourself?: well technically yes if you count dancing en pointe

h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: very much so
what can make you happy?: umm, i guess just knowing that people care
do you wish you were happier?: yea
what makes you the happiest?: when i'm loved
is being happy overrated?: sometimes
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: of course!
can music make you happy?: certain songs

l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: umm, onceish?
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: i love all my friends that way
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: haha-nope
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yes
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no

h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: umm, no one really
ever made a hit list?: maybe when i was like 6
have you ever been on a hit list?: probably
are you a mean bully?: ha-no
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: no
do you hate George Bush?: nah, i don't hate anyone, he's just not very good at his job
George Bush is so overrated...: how can someone be overrated who isn't well liked...?

s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: not extrememly
do you believe in yourself?: apparently i'm having some trouble right now
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: of course
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: not dumb, not so much ugly, but fat yes
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: many years ago yes
are you happy with who you are?: very much so
do you wish you can be someone else?: nope!